A little venting

I am 17 weeks along and I think I finally look more pregnant that fat but I’ve reached a new unattractive side of being prego. I feel very grumpy and snappy most the time so I am trying very hard to be kind to my husband but it is difficult because usually I don’t realize how grumpy till it's too late. Also spicy food is now my foe and not even real spicy I’m talking like green bell pepper spicy or mild bowl of chili spicy it is rather annoying as I really like salsa and tacos in fact tacos are my favorite food so I tried to ignore it for a while and lost my lunch yesterday it was quite yucky. So, today I ate some creamy salsa because I guess I’m not a fast learner and I have felt like my tummy was on fire since and now I am scared to eat anything. I’m glad it hasn’t' moved on to heartburn yet but I suspect that will be coming soon. I have a lot of weird nerve pains in my legs and back so I had to get a dorky rolly backpack. I shopped around and most of them were from 30 to 50 bucks so the one I got was 12 dollars but it was about the ugliest thing a person could get so I painted on it and it still looks dorky and ugly but it is better. The last two weeks have been very stressful to me. I had a lot of problems with my classes I got a bum job at the school and almost couldn't get out of it we had Mike' s grandpa's funeral that we had to fly to Cali on Fri for the weekend. I started a new job today and Mike's aunt passed away today so we have another funeral to go to on Tuesday or Wed. I have a major project due on Tues and my first closing shift for my new job is on wed so I am really stressed out about that but I am not supposed to stress because it is bad for the baby so hopefully my life will calm down soon. Just a plug that if you know any one that smokes to encourage them to quit. Mike’s aunt died of lung cancer after smoking for most of her life. the chemo therapy just didn't take for her maybe some one you know would be more lucky but maybe not well that is all for now till next time you are great thanks for reading about all my complaints this week I will try to be more positive next time.